Maybe this isnt it after all.

Im thinking of starting to write here about the problems we face at our relationship on a daily basis. Because there doesnt go a day without us fighting, and how you have refused to admit to, im just gonna keep track of every thing that is happening around us.
Im just gonna let go of the fight we had earlier today infront of my whole family. But i really wish ud rather just stay up and talk to me about it in private without anybody watching us or listening to us. Obviously we still havent solved anything but as usual im just gonna have to pretend everything is okay because thats what u want me to do.